A few days ago, the PETS3 exam results came out. Unfortunately, I did not pass.

注： 笔试60分及格， 口试3分及格

I am very very very sad. It took me nearly four months to prepare. Some are unwilling to accept it, I made a difficult decision.

As we all know, the current employment environment is very poor, just like the continuous decline in housing prices.

However learning English is not for find a frontend job, because even if I had passed PETS3, it still can't meet the requirements of foreign companies. But I would have the confiednce to continue looking for a job and lower my expectations.

Now I have no confidence now, Few companies are hiring now, Even if they do, most of them are outsourcing and are short-sighted, requiring no training. For the losers, the chances are slim.

Considering the current situation, I can still afford to lose. My wife has a job, and I am earning about 4 points on my financial management, It can basically cover the family expenses for one year.

But this time I want to raise my goal and take PETS4. This time I have four months to prepare, I have to give it my all.

I have also thought about this. If I fail again, the worst that can happen is that I won't get treatment for my illness when I'm old, so that I won't be burden to my kids.